Mighty—
not merely in strength,
though strength is in him,
but in the older sense:
large of spirit,
difficult to diminish,
already carrying more than many grown men know how to bear.
though strength is in him,
but in the older sense:
large of spirit,
difficult to diminish,
already carrying more than many grown men know how to bear.
He was named for a conqueror,
and something in him answered.
Not the hunger to rule,
but the instinct to lead,
to go first,
to take the unknown personally
and call it forward.
and something in him answered.
Not the hunger to rule,
but the instinct to lead,
to go first,
to take the unknown personally
and call it forward.
Enduring—
through hurt,
through distance,
through the rough apprenticeship
of becoming the eldest.
through distance,
through the rough apprenticeship
of becoming the eldest.
He has borne pain with a strange and steady dignity:
steel in the blood,
quiet in the jaw.
steel in the blood,
quiet in the jaw.
A split head in the forest,
his father shaving him clean to reach the wound,
and still he barely flinched.
his father shaving him clean to reach the wound,
and still he barely flinched.
There are children who retreat from trial.
He does not.
He meets it,
and in meeting it
becomes more himself.
He does not.
He meets it,
and in meeting it
becomes more himself.
Radiant—
not with performance,
not with borrowed brightness,
but with that unmistakable light
some souls carry naturally.
not with borrowed brightness,
but with that unmistakable light
some souls carry naturally.
The kind that appears in the eyes
when history is not merely seen,
but felt.
when history is not merely seen,
but felt.
At Tintagel,
something in him recognized something older.
He did not move through the place like a visitor.
He was present enough to be altered by it.
something in him recognized something older.
He did not move through the place like a visitor.
He was present enough to be altered by it.
That is its own kind of brilliance.
Remarkable—
in the true sense of the word:
worthy of remark,
worthy of memory,
worthy of being spoken of again.
worthy of remark,
worthy of memory,
worthy of being spoken of again.
Brilliant with numbers.
Quick with pattern.
Quick with courage.
Quick with pattern.
Quick with courage.
Rollerblades under his feet
until even the father who taught him
must smile and admit the student has surpassed the master.
until even the father who taught him
must smile and admit the student has surpassed the master.
A hundred-pound tuna at the rail,
nearly his own size,
and still he did not give up.
nearly his own size,
and still he did not give up.
This is how remarkable reveals itself—
not in applause,
but in persistence under weight.
not in applause,
but in persistence under weight.
Intuitive—
alive to signal before explanation.
A child who hears language like music
and reaches for it without fear.
and reaches for it without fear.
German words in Germany
falling into his mouth
as though they had been waiting there.
falling into his mouth
as though they had been waiting there.
Talking to people in their own tongue
not as performance,
but as play,
as courage,
as natural crossing.
not as performance,
but as play,
as courage,
as natural crossing.
He feels the shape of things.
He reads the room,
the road,
the moment before the map is drawn.
He reads the room,
the road,
the moment before the map is drawn.
This kind of knowing cannot be taught whole.
It arrives as gift,
then asks to be honored.
It arrives as gift,
then asks to be honored.
Courageous—
not because he is untouched by fear,
but because he has already begun
to make a companion of it.
but because he has already begun
to make a companion of it.
Coasters, cliffs, caves, cities, oceans—
the high places, the deep places, the haunted places,
the long walks and wild weather of a growing life.
the high places, the deep places, the haunted places,
the long walks and wild weather of a growing life.
Universal nights that shook older hearts.
Merlin’s Cave.
Rock in Cornwall.
Scuba in the making.
New York on foot.
London at the turn of the year.
France, Germany, Skye, the Farne Islands—
the world entering him early,
and he entering it back.
Merlin’s Cave.
Rock in Cornwall.
Scuba in the making.
New York on foot.
London at the turn of the year.
France, Germany, Skye, the Farne Islands—
the world entering him early,
and he entering it back.
He is Captain for a reason.
The eldest.
The leader.
The first one into the adventure.
The eldest.
The leader.
The first one into the adventure.
And yet—
there is another truth.
there is another truth.
At thirteen,
he carries too much
and does not always know where to set it down.
he carries too much
and does not always know where to set it down.
The strong are often mistaken
for those who need less tenderness.
This is one of the oldest errors in the world.
for those who need less tenderness.
This is one of the oldest errors in the world.
For the brave child, too,
must be taught the sacred skill
of resting his armor
without surrendering his heart.
must be taught the sacred skill
of resting his armor
without surrendering his heart.
So let it be said plainly:
Merric Alexander Strough
was named after greatness,
but he need not conquer the world
to justify his name.
was named after greatness,
but he need not conquer the world
to justify his name.
It is enough, already,
that he meets the world with such living force.
Enough that he enters it awake.
Enough that he is building, even now,
the kind of courage
that does not harden into cruelty,
the kind of strength
that does not forget wonder,
the kind of leadership
that goes first
so others may be less afraid.
that he meets the world with such living force.
Enough that he enters it awake.
Enough that he is building, even now,
the kind of courage
that does not harden into cruelty,
the kind of strength
that does not forget wonder,
the kind of leadership
that goes first
so others may be less afraid.
That is the better inheritance.
That is the truer crown.
That is the truer crown.
And if one were to speak his name
as prophecy rather than record,
it might sound like this:
as prophecy rather than record,
it might sound like this:
MERRIC
Mighty in spirit.
Enduring through trial.
Radiant with presence.
Remarkable in resolve.
Intuitive to the deeper signal.
Courageous enough to go first.
Enduring through trial.
Radiant with presence.
Remarkable in resolve.
Intuitive to the deeper signal.
Courageous enough to go first.
Captain.
— Shane Thomas Strough
Palmarcito, El Salvador
Day 43 — 4am